Please God, not yourself or others.

God told me to graduate in 2022.

I decided to take the opportunity to graduate in 2021, pushing myself harder and harder to the point of having several mental breakdowns a day, constantly wanting to die. I wanted to graduate in 2021 because that’s what I was “supposed to do.” Truth is it wasn’t, and I am now suffering from those consequences. Yet even in my suffering God has been faithful to me. I barely have any friends, I’ve angered many people including those who I love because I’ve constantly quit jobs this year. I’ve hurt myself and hurt others. I’m exhausted, but God is still good.

I’ve been able to change lives because I love others. I’ve also tried to people please instead of God please. I’ve done so many things and have inflicted trauma on myself because of it.

I write this to say never follow yourself or others. Follow the God whom saves. He is faithful. He was trying to protect me from everything I’ve endured. Lord be with me. I am so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. For wanting to prove myself to those in whom could never save me, as I cannot save myself either. Only you can save, only you can live and choose who lives. I love you Lord, I pray this year be greater than what I could ever imagine and that the person reading this is blessed by my testimony and that they remember to follow you, even in human error. I love you,

Your daughter. Tiara. ❤️

Stop worrying,✋ Give it to God. 🙏🏾

How often do we compromise our now because of the past or what we think the future may look like?

The Lord tells us we are wiped clean from our past and made as white as snow. (Isaiah 1:18)

The Lord also tells us not to worry about the future for he knows the plans he has for us. (Matthew 6:34 & Jeremiah 29:11)

So why do we do it?

That’s an answer for each of us individually to ask ourselves and put a stop to the devil’s antics of wanting us to feel unworthy or scared that something from our past will creep up upon us, or that our future will be affected by the place or situation we are in currently.

We serve a God as Christians that guarantees peace when we trust in him fully, promises us eternal life when we believe in Jesus Christ as the Messiah, our Lord, and Savior.

So why do we worry?

Because we are so wrapped up in society and what the world thinks that we forget that the creator of the world, who happens to be our Father, is the one who controls our paths when we give full authority of our lives to Him! 

Turn to him, Give it all away. He’s ready for you.

God bless.

Jesus loves you all, so much so that he gave his life for you to be at peace and not worry about your past, present, or future. ❤

– Tiara, words from God.

A letter to my younger self.

What do you say to your younger self?

I say to younger Tiara:

You are loved, you are happier now, it all works out because God is with you, and he always will be. Never forget that, ever.

Thank you, Jesus, for grace and growth!

– Tiara, words to God of thanksgiving.

LEVEL UP!

Prayer doesn’t always work.

It takes obedience, work, and belief with the prayer to get to the end result.

Remember that God is always with you, he will never leave you nor forsake you.

But,

YOU have to trust in him.

YOU have to believe in him.

YOU have to get to work.

Remember faith without works is dead,

God can only lead you so far when you don’t do the work or believe.

But the best part is He will take you all the way when you do believe, when you do put in the work, when you trust in him and show your obedience through all circumstances.

Take it from me, this is something I needed to learn this morning.

Don’t give up.

Go look at that house.

Keep writing that paper.

Finish that workout.

Apply for that job.

Ask for a raise.

Make a business plan.

Get that degree.

Get that certification.

Go higher. Elevate. Get to work.

God is always with you. ♡

He Is With You

How are you all feeling?

• I appreciate all of the connections I have made in this discovery of blogging on WordPress.

• I hope you all are doing well.

• Take a moment to reflect on the day.

Think about the good times, so you will have a great memory stored in your head, as we all have to many bad ones in the forefront of our minds.

Think about the things you would change in general, and start changing them for a better tomorrow.

Think about the bad, and instantly remember God’s grace. For he is able to restore all time, redeem all lives, and renew all life circumstances.

Turn the defeat that you’ve felt from the world into the testimony God has given you, for you’ve gotten through those circumstances not just to get through it, but to encourage others.

May God bless you abundantly,

Jesus loves you,

If Jesus can save me,

I know He can save you!

– Tiara, words from God. ♡

A prayer to be saved by Jesus Christ link: https://youtu.be/L7xSw21YusI

Let’s get to work!

Believe in God first,

Believe in the power he has for you,

Believe in yourself,

Believe in the greatness he has set forth in your life.

STOP believing the lies you told yourself,

STOP believing you are not good enough,

STOP believing you are your past,

STOP believing who they said you are or who you would amount to me.

JUST STOP IT, and START BELIEVING IT.

You are a child of God, put on your armor.

Let’s get to work.

You are strong, righteous, and holy through the eyes of God.

Never forget that.

God bless you, Jesus loves you!

Praying for you and your family’s safety during this time. I pray that you are protected, blessed, that you grow, and that you are loved in the name of Jesus!

Amen.

– Tiara, words from God. ♡

“This is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.”

This has to be one of my favorite Bible verses to say.

Every day God gives us is a gift.

A gift to accomplish a goal, or to finish completing a dream he has fulfilled.

A gift to forgive someone, or to ask for forgiveness from ourselves.

A gift to reconcile with someone, or ourselves.

A gift to change lives or to change ourselves in him.

Whatever God is calling you to do today, do it.

Don’t wait, before it is too late.

He is always right on time. Maybe not the time you may think is best, but still he is always right on time, because his time is the best time.

He is with you, always.

He opened your eyes this morning.

Give him some time too. ♡

Even at the end, there’s time.

At times we wonder what life will be like in the future, instantly forgetting the present and unforgiving the past.

We work so hard to the point where we forget to look at our surroundings. We purposely derive ourselves from current or past circumstances.

Instead of facing the hurt,

It is easier to keep ourselves busy in the pursuit that one day life will be so grand that those things that hurt us in our past will no longer be able to touch us.

I challenge you to live in the present.

Forgive yourself, it may take time and work, but the result is magical.

Give yourself over to God; only he knows the truth, the way, and the power he has to restore your heart and mind.

It’s worth it,

Every fight and inch of power within you is worth it.

Start treating yourself like someone who deserves it, because you do, friend.

I questioned God. 07/17/2019

Today I questioned God,

It was the hardest moment in my spiritual life and my personal life, as they are now one because I am a born again Christian.

I wondered how I asked how, I thought: How are these animals being abused and taken from their homelands.

It was as if I stripped off my spiritual clothes and became of full flesh, tempted by sin.

Not because I questioned God, but because of the way I asked, and my anger towards God.

I was fueled with ignorance and anger towards God for allowing elephants to be hurt and abused.

I could not understand why the God I serve who loves me so dearly was allowing such bad things to happen, as they are not human beings.

I became even angrier when I had no response, then an answer came.

This is a test. – God, my God.

It was time to soul search.

I cried some more, wept actually.

Well,

I received my answer

– it wasn’t good enough for me.

So, I became more angry, livid, sending in complaints and animal cruelty petitions to end this crisis.

I cried.

More, and more, my mother realized that after I vented to her, I needed time.

A few minutes later, filled with hurt and hatred for abusers in my heart – I sobbed.

I crawled into my mother’s arms like a baby.

She read to me a passage that my spirit craved, from where and what was said?

– I have no idea, no remembrance of what happened other than I heard God, again:

This is a test. – God, Our God.

He said it so clearly that my heart pierced in remembering that

HE IS GOD. THE ALMIGHTY, THE ALL POWERFUL.

I felt joy, yet sorrow as I condemned my father of the doings that only sin can produce, not The Holy One.

He said to me, to my spirit as well: Free will.

My heart almost sank.

Wow, want an Almighty God he truly is.

I said: I’m sorry, God.

Now, I asked for forgiveness:

Please forgive me,

Father, forever questioning your love for me, your son’s feelings, and the earth’s treasures: animals.

As you are the Almighty, Maker of Heaven and Earth, Alpha and Omega.

I love you, Father.

My Dad.

My Abba.

My Maker.

I love you, and please forgive me as I know you have already done so.

THANK YOU for your acceptance of the imperfect me.

Forever yours,

Tiara, Your daughter

~ Words to God. ♡

Simple, yet quaint reminder #sundaygems💎

A simple reminder
As you leave your house today and enter the world to know that God is with you.
He hears your cries, he’s with you on your sleepiness nights, he’s with you in your dreams as you slumber.
Pray for better days and they’ll come.
Give it time. Breathe. Relax,
Everything’s going to be ok.
– Tiara, words from God. ♡