Please God, not yourself or others.

God told me to graduate in 2022.

I decided to take the opportunity to graduate in 2021, pushing myself harder and harder to the point of having several mental breakdowns a day, constantly wanting to die. I wanted to graduate in 2021 because that’s what I was “supposed to do.” Truth is it wasn’t, and I am now suffering from those consequences. Yet even in my suffering God has been faithful to me. I barely have any friends, I’ve angered many people including those who I love because I’ve constantly quit jobs this year. I’ve hurt myself and hurt others. I’m exhausted, but God is still good.

I’ve been able to change lives because I love others. I’ve also tried to people please instead of God please. I’ve done so many things and have inflicted trauma on myself because of it.

I write this to say never follow yourself or others. Follow the God whom saves. He is faithful. He was trying to protect me from everything I’ve endured. Lord be with me. I am so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. For wanting to prove myself to those in whom could never save me, as I cannot save myself either. Only you can save, only you can live and choose who lives. I love you Lord, I pray this year be greater than what I could ever imagine and that the person reading this is blessed by my testimony and that they remember to follow you, even in human error. I love you,

Your daughter. Tiara. ❤️

God bless you!

It is true!

All Things

We often take this verse for granted. ” I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” (Philippians 4:13 NIV)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, you see it everywhere, nonstop. Whether it be on bumper stickers, t-shirts, or Instagram captions. However did you ever look into this verse? Paul is writing this because he truly knows God and has faith in Jesus. “I can do all” does not mean I can get that job, or move that mountain, but I CAN overcome ALL obstacles, all sin, all temptation through the will and by the grace of God who gives you strength! God is more than a body builder, an army sergeant, a “dad” who can do all. He is our Father who is oh so willing to love us and give us peace in Jesus name. Take it, Apply it, Use it in your life! You have been GIVEN the STRENGTH of God. You cannot earn this, it is a gift that is given. Take it. Accept it. Apply it to your life in Jesus name, may the Lord of Heavens Armies guide you and lead you all the days of your life for He will never leave you nor forsake you in Jesus name.
Stick with Jesus,
Amen.