Please God, not yourself or others.

God told me to graduate in 2022.

I decided to take the opportunity to graduate in 2021, pushing myself harder and harder to the point of having several mental breakdowns a day, constantly wanting to die. I wanted to graduate in 2021 because that’s what I was “supposed to do.” Truth is it wasn’t, and I am now suffering from those consequences. Yet even in my suffering God has been faithful to me. I barely have any friends, I’ve angered many people including those who I love because I’ve constantly quit jobs this year. I’ve hurt myself and hurt others. I’m exhausted, but God is still good.

I’ve been able to change lives because I love others. I’ve also tried to people please instead of God please. I’ve done so many things and have inflicted trauma on myself because of it.

I write this to say never follow yourself or others. Follow the God whom saves. He is faithful. He was trying to protect me from everything I’ve endured. Lord be with me. I am so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. For wanting to prove myself to those in whom could never save me, as I cannot save myself either. Only you can save, only you can live and choose who lives. I love you Lord, I pray this year be greater than what I could ever imagine and that the person reading this is blessed by my testimony and that they remember to follow you, even in human error. I love you,

Your daughter. Tiara. ❤️

Rainbow

There is someone out there getting chemo,

Someone out there who just lost their home.

Someone out there who just lost their job.

Someone out there who just lost their child.

Someone out there who just lost their life.

Yet you are here, you are alive. Though you may be going through one or all of these things God sees you as valuable for this season because you are still here. It is not your time yet. Enjoy this season, work for God, trust in the Lord with all your heart and all your soul. He is here for you. God bless.

Prayer to be saved: God I come to you repenting of my sins, asking you for forgiveness. I accept you Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and I thank you for dying on the cross for me. Father I ask that your Holy Spirit live in me and fulfill me. May I do your will and turn from my sin into your righteous living. May no condemnation or evil be upon me in Jesus name. I pray this to you God. Amen.

“When I see the rainbow in the clouds, I will remember the eternal covenant between God and every living creature on earth.”” – (Genesis 9:16)

Never Stray

Who is like the Lord? Nobody!
So why do we stray from the Lord to those who are all the same, when we know they will never be the Lord? Searching for good things in this world and in evilness will only lead you to your previous results: regret, failure, and greed!

When you turn to the Lord you will be given: Eternal Love, Eternal Grace, Eternal Life, Eternal Peace, Joy, Forgiveness, Freedom, Purification, Redemption, and so much more!

• Money will never be worth more than the love of God.
• Friendships will never be worth more than the love of God.
• Wild Parties will never be worth more than the love of God.
• Drugs and Alcohol will never be worth more than the love of God.
• Greed will never be worth more than the love of God
• Lust will never be worth more than the love of God.

Turn to God. Jesus is ready to save you.
Repent of your sins and ask for forgiveness. God bless! ♡