God told me to graduate in 2022.
I decided to take the opportunity to graduate in 2021, pushing myself harder and harder to the point of having several mental breakdowns a day, constantly wanting to die. I wanted to graduate in 2021 because that’s what I was “supposed to do.” Truth is it wasn’t, and I am now suffering from those consequences. Yet even in my suffering God has been faithful to me. I barely have any friends, I’ve angered many people including those who I love because I’ve constantly quit jobs this year. I’ve hurt myself and hurt others. I’m exhausted, but God is still good.
I’ve been able to change lives because I love others. I’ve also tried to people please instead of God please. I’ve done so many things and have inflicted trauma on myself because of it.
I write this to say never follow yourself or others. Follow the God whom saves. He is faithful. He was trying to protect me from everything I’ve endured. Lord be with me. I am so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. For wanting to prove myself to those in whom could never save me, as I cannot save myself either. Only you can save, only you can live and choose who lives. I love you Lord, I pray this year be greater than what I could ever imagine and that the person reading this is blessed by my testimony and that they remember to follow you, even in human error. I love you,
Your daughter. Tiara. ❤️
What do you say to your younger self?
I say to younger Tiara:
You are loved, you are happier now, it all works out because God is with you, and he always will be. Never forget that, ever.
Thank you, Jesus, for grace and growth!
– Tiara, words to God of thanksgiving.
We are more than our earthly bodies for we are spiritual beings. As children of God we are granted the blessing of being a part of the body of Christ. God has given you his Holy Spirit to live inside you, interceding every single day for your greater good in Him. Giving us strength, power, and might.
Without Jesus’s salvation we would be nothing. He helps, saves, and protects us from evil when he knows their is absolutely nothing we can do in return for him that will pay him back for all he’s done, specifically for us.
We can praise him, accept him, share his words, but we can do nothing to repay God for giving us Jesus Christ to die for our sins, and there is nothing we can do to repay Jesus Christ for being our Savior! Yet, nonetheless, he is still their for us in these trying times of uncertainty. For he knows all, does all, and is all.
It’s time for us to be their for others, even if they cannot repay us, just as Jesus does for us every day. ♡
Praise him in the good, the bad, the ugly and the uncertain times of now.
He is worthy of your praise!
I love you God,
Thank you Jesus Christ. 🙌🏾
God has forgiven you,
Now it is time to forgive yourself.
– Tiara, words from God. ♡