Please God, not yourself or others.

God told me to graduate in 2022.

I decided to take the opportunity to graduate in 2021, pushing myself harder and harder to the point of having several mental breakdowns a day, constantly wanting to die. I wanted to graduate in 2021 because that’s what I was “supposed to do.” Truth is it wasn’t, and I am now suffering from those consequences. Yet even in my suffering God has been faithful to me. I barely have any friends, I’ve angered many people including those who I love because I’ve constantly quit jobs this year. I’ve hurt myself and hurt others. I’m exhausted, but God is still good.

I’ve been able to change lives because I love others. I’ve also tried to people please instead of God please. I’ve done so many things and have inflicted trauma on myself because of it.

I write this to say never follow yourself or others. Follow the God whom saves. He is faithful. He was trying to protect me from everything I’ve endured. Lord be with me. I am so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. For wanting to prove myself to those in whom could never save me, as I cannot save myself either. Only you can save, only you can live and choose who lives. I love you Lord, I pray this year be greater than what I could ever imagine and that the person reading this is blessed by my testimony and that they remember to follow you, even in human error. I love you,

Your daughter. Tiara. ❤️

A letter to my younger self.

What do you say to your younger self?

I say to younger Tiara:

You are loved, you are happier now, it all works out because God is with you, and he always will be. Never forget that, ever.

Thank you, Jesus, for grace and growth!

– Tiara, words to God of thanksgiving.

I give myself away.

I was watching a YouTube video and God told me to post this.

To whoever needs to hear this:

Jesus loves you, he will never leave you, nor forsake you.

You are not alone.
You are not a burden.
You are not a mistake.

YOU matter.

Jesus loves you, he is coming back and he wants you to go with him.

Accept him, as he accepts you as you already are.

You are loved, you are NOT forgotten.

You are made whole and clean in the eyes of God when you give it all to him.

You are not your mistakes.
You are not your regrets.
You are not your past.

YOU are light.
YOU are love.
YOU are learning.

STOP believing your thoughts that say you are not good enough, that say you’re a lie, that say you are your past.

BECAUSE you’re not.

Jesus loves you,

and so do I.

xoxo

– Tiara, words from God. ♡

#motivation #youmatter #god

Link to be saved by Jesus Christ:

Prayer to Be Saved by Jesus Christ

Boasting 🌟

Their are days when I feel like boasting.

Some days I feel like saying how proud I am of myself.

God has taught me that I am to love myself, to be happy for how far I’ve come, to love my accomplishments, but most importantly not to live for the accomplishments.

Not everything we do has to be broadcasted. Not everything we do needs to be seen by the world. You know what you are doing, but most importantly God knows.

Remember that.

As a note-to-self,

Not everything is to be seen by others, because the only One who sees it that matters is the One who made you and already knows, because he made you.

However God enjoys seeing us rejoice in His name and seeing us happy.

Just begin to understand the difference between being happy for you, and being happy that others are seeing you.

Lots of Love,

Thank you Father in Heaven!

God bless you All,

Tiara, words from God. ♡