Please God, not yourself or others.

God told me to graduate in 2022.

I decided to take the opportunity to graduate in 2021, pushing myself harder and harder to the point of having several mental breakdowns a day, constantly wanting to die. I wanted to graduate in 2021 because that’s what I was “supposed to do.” Truth is it wasn’t, and I am now suffering from those consequences. Yet even in my suffering God has been faithful to me. I barely have any friends, I’ve angered many people including those who I love because I’ve constantly quit jobs this year. I’ve hurt myself and hurt others. I’m exhausted, but God is still good.

I’ve been able to change lives because I love others. I’ve also tried to people please instead of God please. I’ve done so many things and have inflicted trauma on myself because of it.

I write this to say never follow yourself or others. Follow the God whom saves. He is faithful. He was trying to protect me from everything I’ve endured. Lord be with me. I am so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. For wanting to prove myself to those in whom could never save me, as I cannot save myself either. Only you can save, only you can live and choose who lives. I love you Lord, I pray this year be greater than what I could ever imagine and that the person reading this is blessed by my testimony and that they remember to follow you, even in human error. I love you,

Your daughter. Tiara. ❤️

A letter to my younger self.

What do you say to your younger self?

I say to younger Tiara:

You are loved, you are happier now, it all works out because God is with you, and he always will be. Never forget that, ever.

Thank you, Jesus, for grace and growth!

– Tiara, words to God of thanksgiving.

He is Risen. Resurrection Sunday

God will send revelation.

When you ask him to remove toxicity, anger, and hurt out of your life and you see those prayers coming to fruition DO NOT TURN BACK!

He is asking you to turn from your ways.

To trust in him is all he asks.

To change your ways, and become new.

For you are saved by Jesus Christ! You do not live in sin, in toxicity, or pain. For he took all the pain for you on the cross in which he died, and rose again on the third day for you to have grace, peace, and happiness.

Take his offering of a new life and live it to your best ability. Put up your cross and give it all to him.

For it is not worth losing your salvation, your stability, your sanctity for sin.

It is not worth it, it is not worth you losing your freedom or your sanity for lust.

So, I ask you to listen to God. It is so worth it!

It may be the people you least expect to leave your life, but that’s the blessing.

You may not have done anything wrong, in fact you probably didn’t do anything!

He’s just protecting you.

So when people walk out of your life that you love, do not be discouraged.

For God loves you, loves you so much.

More than you know.

Trust in him brothers and sisters in Christ.

God bless.

Happy Easter! ♡

#Hehasrisen

#JesusChristisking

#ResurrectionDay

To A Child of God,

God has forgiven you,

Now it is time to forgive yourself.

– Tiara, words from God. ♡