Please God, not yourself or others.

God told me to graduate in 2022.

I decided to take the opportunity to graduate in 2021, pushing myself harder and harder to the point of having several mental breakdowns a day, constantly wanting to die. I wanted to graduate in 2021 because that’s what I was “supposed to do.” Truth is it wasn’t, and I am now suffering from those consequences. Yet even in my suffering God has been faithful to me. I barely have any friends, I’ve angered many people including those who I love because I’ve constantly quit jobs this year. I’ve hurt myself and hurt others. I’m exhausted, but God is still good.

I’ve been able to change lives because I love others. I’ve also tried to people please instead of God please. I’ve done so many things and have inflicted trauma on myself because of it.

I write this to say never follow yourself or others. Follow the God whom saves. He is faithful. He was trying to protect me from everything I’ve endured. Lord be with me. I am so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. For wanting to prove myself to those in whom could never save me, as I cannot save myself either. Only you can save, only you can live and choose who lives. I love you Lord, I pray this year be greater than what I could ever imagine and that the person reading this is blessed by my testimony and that they remember to follow you, even in human error. I love you,

Your daughter. Tiara. ❤️

A Prayer to be Saved

Prayer to be Saved by Jesus Christ

When? – Anytime.

Where? – Anywhere.

Who? – Anyone willing to give their lives to Jesus Christ, and go to Heaven! 🙂

Dear Lord, I pray that you accept me into the body of Christ. I pray that I am no longer of this world and that you take me as your child and no longer as a slave. I pray you accept me and give me the strength I need to no longer want be of this world, nor worldly. I pray you forgive me of my sins and wash them away. I pray that you no longer look at me of my past but of my present and bless me in the now and future. I pray for forgiveness not only of you but of myself. I accept Jesus Christ as my Savior and give myself away. I love you Lord and I thank you for allowing your Holy Spirt to intercede in me while I read, write, and recite this prayer. In Jesus’ name I am now a believer of God and give myself away to the kingdom of God, no longer to return to my evil and dark ways, instead I pray for the times of temptation and tribulation that I stay faithful to you God as you are my hope and redeemer.
I pray this prayer in Jesus’ name, my Lord and Savior.
Amen, I am now a child and believer of the one true Messiah and King!

From: A child of the True Born King

To: Jesus Christ our Messiah