God opened your eyes this morning,
Jesus Christ died on the cross for you,
The Holy Spirit made a home inside of you.
What are you waiting for?
What are you going to do to fulfill your destiny today?
Why are you so afraid?
You’re not alone. God is with you. Living inside of you, pushing you forward.
So,
Get to work.
For the victory is already won.
Today I questioned God,
It was the hardest moment in my spiritual life and my personal life, as they are now one because I am a born again Christian.
I wondered how I asked how, I thought: How are these animals being abused and taken from their homelands.
It was as if I stripped off my spiritual clothes and became of full flesh, tempted by sin.
Not because I questioned God, but because of the way I asked, and my anger towards God.
I was fueled with ignorance and anger towards God for allowing elephants to be hurt and abused.
I could not understand why the God I serve who loves me so dearly was allowing such bad things to happen, as they are not human beings.
I became even angrier when I had no response, then an answer came.
This is a test. – God, my God.
It was time to soul search.
I cried some more, wept actually.
Well,
I received my answer
– it wasn’t good enough for me.
So, I became more angry, livid, sending in complaints and animal cruelty petitions to end this crisis.
I cried.
More, and more, my mother realized that after I vented to her, I needed time.
A few minutes later, filled with hurt and hatred for abusers in my heart – I sobbed.
I crawled into my mother’s arms like a baby.
She read to me a passage that my spirit craved, from where and what was said?
– I have no idea, no remembrance of what happened other than I heard God, again:
This is a test. – God, Our God.
He said it so clearly that my heart pierced in remembering that
HE IS GOD. THE ALMIGHTY, THE ALL POWERFUL.
I felt joy, yet sorrow as I condemned my father of the doings that only sin can produce, not The Holy One.
He said to me, to my spirit as well: Free will.
My heart almost sank.
Wow, want an Almighty God he truly is.
I said: I’m sorry, God.
Now, I asked for forgiveness:
Please forgive me,
Father, forever questioning your love for me, your son’s feelings, and the earth’s treasures: animals.
As you are the Almighty, Maker of Heaven and Earth, Alpha and Omega.
I love you, Father.
My Dad.
My Abba.
My Maker.
I love you, and please forgive me as I know you have already done so.
THANK YOU for your acceptance of the imperfect me.
Forever yours,
Tiara, Your daughter
~ Words to God. ♡
2 months.
What a short time, it feels like a lifetime.
I miss you.
You deserved to go and be with your maker.
You deserve to be happy with our Father in heaven.
I pray you rest peacefully, and happily, but most of all gracefully.
Thank you for your teachings, the memories, and the love.
Thank you for watching me do backflips in the pool, and long hugs when I was feeling down about school.
Thank you for always being my friend.
My best friend to be exact,
Love you more than the stars Mom’mom. ♡
xoxo
– Tiara Leigh Hall
Today in church some lyrics stuck with me from our praise and worship.
“I live by faith, and not by sight.
Sometimes miracles take time.”
Song 🎶 :
While I Wait: Lincoln Brewster
Being still is difficult, frustrating, and sometimes (or most of the time for me) very confusing.
But,
GOD has a plan just for you!
You are on the right path when he is leading the way.
We often get so caught up with life and daily curiosities of what others think of us.
It becomes nerve racking to deal with the thought of what other people think, and we are scared to do what we feel our gut instincts say, to follow the crowd. At least once in our lives we have been through these situations, whether in first grade while following the “leader” or being at a college party and doing something you’ll regret in the morning.
It’s a scary place of the unknown and sometimes scarier by knowing
But,
GOD IS WITH US!
No need to be afraid. ♡
Our father is right here,
Always remember –
He is ALWAYS and FOREVER here!
Tiara Words from GOD. ♡ 