I stressed.

Today, was a hard, but a needed day.

I needed to know that GOD always had my back.

I needed to realize that my life was not mine, but GOD’S.

I needed to breathe, to cry, to care.

I am so grateful for this.

I know my worth.

I know my journey is worthy.

I know the Love of GOD is greater than any demon, depression, and heartache.

I know I love GOD.

I know I am GOD’S Child.

– Tiara, words from GOD. ♡

Obedience

God is good.

The Alpha and Omega is light.

Papa is power.

The I am is powerful

The Lord is righteous.

He is personable and personal.

Abba is distinguished and loving.

Jehovah is powerful and the almighty.

He is love and light.

He is all of the above and so much more.

We are blessed to be able to speak to him as a friend, a father, a counselor, some as a stranger.

He may be new to you, but he has been with you since you came into his mind.

– Tiara, words from GOD. ♡

The battle is not yours, but the Lord’s.

We often lose because we are not prepared to win.

We are not faithful in winning.

We are not ready to win.

Without GOD, and without having faith in GOD we are lost.

He is the most high GOD the true healer, maker, and ruler of the world we live in.

Without him we’d be nothing.

We would be no where, but in sin, without our Father giving Jesus Christ to our world to save us.

Without Jesus being our true armor of GOD and the Holy Spirit interceding into our prayers, answering and loving us in the blood and spirit of Jesus.

– Tiara, words from God. ♡

Turning

Blessed, truly blessed.

– Tiara Leigh Hall

Me : Adulting and Education.

“Everything happens for a reason” may seem cliche but it’s so true.
I was ready to graduate then go off to school and I ended up becoming very ill. As my senior year was coming to an end, I graduated in a hospital 3 days before my actual graduation. I was told by my doctors that I wouldn’t be able to attend college right away. During that break I realized the college I was set to go to was too far from my family and doctors. Later on that season I came across an ad for a college a lot closer to home and my medical team. I clicked the ad, applied, and got accepted. I went there, CPC, the following semester and became born again in Christ at the campus’s christian ministries.
I joined an amazing play, met phenomenal people, found a new church home, all because I attended this school…
yet I still wasn’t sure if that was where I wanted to be. I took off for the summer term, applied to a new school, got accepted and before I knew it my grandmother was severely ill. As August appeared I kept hearing God tell me to stay at cpc. I kept dismissing this feeling and I didn’t want to hear input, even from God.
Crazy right?
Acouple weeks later I received an email from cpc asking me to come back. Shocked and feeling relieved, I was able to be with my Mom’mom in her final days, and still continue to be with my family in our time of grief.
My point to this lengthy post is that not only does everything happen for a reason, but God doesn’t give you more than you can handle. We are blessed and our mistakes/misfortunes should be received as life lessons and wisdom.
If you’re reading this and ever need someone to talk to about going to school I’m always here, adulting is stressful and confusing but you’ve got this.♡

xoxo

Ti

– Tiara Leigh Hall

God moving in you, and others moving out.

We often lose people in our lives,

the ones we least expect.

But GOD has a purpose for ones walking in and out of our lives.

My mother often says to me that “people will have seasons in your life.”

When we hear or feel God say to our spirit to move away from someone and we don’t move because of our flesh, God will properly take them out due to our disobedience.

It is time for you to live for most importantly God and yourself.

Forget the old, Look forward to the new.

“My friends, I don’t feel I have already arrived. But I forget what is behind, and I struggle for what is ahead. I run toward the goal, so I can win the prize of being called to heaven. This is the prize God offers because of what Christ Jesus has done.”
Philippians 3:13‭-‬14

As a human being and dealing with human nature, I usually – well actually most of the time, remember the actions of the past and I start reliving my worst fears all over again. It is one of the most horrible feelings, because you cannot fix the past. BUT – today I declare that I shall not do that to myself anymore as I am a part of the kingdom of God! There is no need for me to be embarrassed, afraid or sad about what I cannot fix. I can only stay “peaceful in the mind of the present, and be sure to not experience those horrible experiences again.

It starts with YOU.

It’s Wild

It’s wild because I hate that I am not myself most of the time and when I am myself I seem to be too much for others. It’s strange because life allows you to be a new person in one second. It’s awkward because over thinking exists and so do butterflies in your stomach. It’s uncomfortable because when you laugh you can either silence a room, or fill a silent room with laughter.

It’s Wild, Like a flower patch out of control with our minds expanding with new knowledge everyday, thinking about ourselves and others, and how we make them feel.

Are we flower patch kids,

am I one?

Are we as excited as we want to be? Are we nervous to turn off our phones because we will miss something? Or are we that insecure and want to make sure no one is speaking a certain way about us.

It’s wild.