Unfortunately sometimes life will suck.
Out of nowhere, it will hit you.
With all the faith in the world, bad days can happen.
Most people say “Hey, it’s Life.” but why?
Why does it have to be that way,
Why can’t we all just be happy,
Admit are wrongs and move on with the world?
Welp,
Our world is free,
We are allowed to make our own selfish decisions and with that comes consequences.
So I hope you know that sometimes life sucks, but joy shall come in the morning.
As I sit here with tears strolling down my face I realize my whole depression has been based on school.
Whether that be K-12, or college.
As I’m trying to log into my online college to pay for my semester the bill brought tears to my eyes,
My financial aid isn’t there, and it’s as if that one moment caused me to cripple, taking me three steps backwards.
My blog is real,
and this is my real life.
Tears, heartache, and hurt all exist.
There is know perfect life, because we don’t life in a perfect world,
However we serve a perfect God.
I took 3 steps back, coming out of my happy place just in that one step forgetting that God’s got me.
I was…
Well at the moment I am still angry, confused, and upset.
This is my truth, and I’m living in it.
Life is hard,
But –
It could be worse.
I could have lost my life multiple times due to my own self inflictions but,
GOD allowed me to stay.
So here I am,
Crying.
Hurt.
Annoyed.
Angered.
But –
Hey,
God is good.
He’s great,
and at the end of the day I’m just happy to be hear.
– Tiara, words from God. ♡
Today I shared my testimony.
The words that came from God were spoken out of my mouth, like honey.
As life was hard for so long, I now understand why all those events happened!
You see,
God was just preparing me for the greatness that instore for my life, and for what he has already given me.
At this time, and in this moment,
I feel so inspired by Jesus, as his testimony is the biggest testimony of all.
He died for us on the cross, and had no hesitation to die for those who hated him most.
He followed God’s instructions and not man’s expectations.
– Jodi. L Hall , words from God. ♡
I am living by this.
Why?
Because without GOD I am NOTHING.
In Jesus’ Name I am so grateful for these opportunities.
I am so grateful for this Life.
God is good,
In Jesus’ Name I pray and say thank you.
Amen.
– Tiara, words from God. ♡
We woke up this morning,
Our blessings that started the day were opening our eyes and being able to breathe with cleared lungs.
We should be grateful for life, as we are not always promised another day when we close our eyes to go to sleep.
PSA:
Please, never want someone else’s life.
If you see what they went through to get to that point, or what isn’t being said, you’d be surprised.
Love your life, our time is limited.
Use it to your advantage.♡
– Tiara Leigh Hall
In a world full of hatred, be the light.
Be kind to others, our differences is what makes our world go round.
We all bleed the same, we all know what it feels like to be hurt… so why do that to someone if you don’t like it yourself.
Show love, be love, accept love.
Remember this when you vote my dear friends.
– Tiara Leigh Hall
“Everything happens for a reason” may seem cliche but it’s so true.
I was ready to graduate then go off to school and I ended up becoming very ill. As my senior year was coming to an end, I graduated in a hospital 3 days before my actual graduation. I was told by my doctors that I wouldn’t be able to attend college right away. During that break I realized the college I was set to go to was too far from my family and doctors. Later on that season I came across an ad for a college a lot closer to home and my medical team. I clicked the ad, applied, and got accepted. I went there, CPC, the following semester and became born again in Christ at the campus’s christian ministries.
I joined an amazing play, met phenomenal people, found a new church home, all because I attended this school…
yet I still wasn’t sure if that was where I wanted to be. I took off for the summer term, applied to a new school, got accepted and before I knew it my grandmother was severely ill. As August appeared I kept hearing God tell me to stay at cpc. I kept dismissing this feeling and I didn’t want to hear input, even from God.
Crazy right?
Acouple weeks later I received an email from cpc asking me to come back. Shocked and feeling relieved, I was able to be with my Mom’mom in her final days, and still continue to be with my family in our time of grief.
My point to this lengthy post is that not only does everything happen for a reason, but God doesn’t give you more than you can handle. We are blessed and our mistakes/misfortunes should be received as life lessons and wisdom.
If you’re reading this and ever need someone to talk to about going to school I’m always here, adulting is stressful and confusing but you’ve got this.♡
xoxo
Ti
– Tiara Leigh Hall
Being happy shouldn’t come with a price.
We all will, prayerfully and hopefully,
have a new day tomorrow.
This will be a new start for each and everyone of us.
You can choose to start the day off thankful or grumpy for another day, positive or negative for a new chance to change the world;
even happy or sad to be able to change your life around.
It’s your choice.
Do not let your reality define you.
Never cancel out your dreams because of fear or the threat of what others may think. ~ I’ll tell the stars about you🌙
xoxo
Ti ♡
– Tiara Leigh Hall
We often get so caught up with life and daily curiosities of what others think of us.
It becomes nerve racking to deal with the thought of what other people think, and we are scared to do what we feel our gut instincts say, to follow the crowd. At least once in our lives we have been through these situations, whether in first grade while following the “leader” or being at a college party and doing something you’ll regret in the morning.
It’s a scary place of the unknown and sometimes scarier by knowing
But,
GOD IS WITH US!
No need to be afraid. ♡
Our father is right here,
Always remember –
He is ALWAYS and FOREVER here!
Most of our generation is so messed up.
We’re so focused on what other people will think and say about our decisions for ourselves that we end up unhappy to impress or do what we think others want us to or what will make other people happy.
The social society that we live in makes it easy to think everyone’s living their best life, even if there unhappy off of social media platforms.
Learn to do what’s best for you, and only you.
At the end of the day, you are the one who has to live with your own consequences.
You deserve all the happiness and joy your heart desires.
– Ti
♡🦋♡
Tiara Words from GOD. ♡ 